Story Over.

         I responded to the FWB's e-mail. I told him that after thinking about it , and to be completely honest, this was where I stood:

        1. That in my opinion what we have is special and rare.

        2.  For me neither this isn't the best time to get involved, but that in life there is never a perfect time
            to get into a relationship.

        3. That I thought he gave me a bunch of excuses for why what we have can't work right now. That I didn't care what was going on in my life and that I was taking the risk to tell him this because it is worth it to me, and he is worth it to me.

       4.  That if he still really preferred to let this all go, I would understand and wouldn't hold it against him because I only want the best for him, but that I wasn't going to give up for nothing.

      That day, while at work, I was called three times by an unknown number, but couldn't pick up. Thinking it was him, as he's called me before on a fixed line from an unknown number, I texted his cell to tell him that I would be at work until 8 in the evening and to call around then.

      Nothing last night.

      Today around lunch time I called his cell. It went straight to voicemail. Left a message asking if it was he who called me and to call me back. Nothing. Called once more a few hours later, went straight to voicemail, and this time I didn't leave a message.

       I suppose I have my answer, that maybe I shouldn't have pushed him in the first place, but the fear of losing him is what moved me the most, so I did what I did, and I can't take it back now.

        I suppose this time the story really is over.