Goddam you France. Damn you damn you damn you for this irrational piece of whatever the hell you want to call this...this...this love I have of you. Because you SURE AS HELL are not making it easy for me to stay here.
Yet another full time job rejection today. Yep, this one had a visa too.
SLAP.
The rejections are so regular I verge on apathetic about them now.
Except I can't be because...I kinda of need a job to stay in this country long term.
Maybe this is the universe just telling me to give up, pack up my bags, and get the hell back to America, except for the part where I feel like my soul would just wilt and shrivel up and die.
And I'd kick myself for giving up.
And I'd regret it for the rest of my life.
So I beat on, a boat against the current.
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